My desires are worth one million dollars

I wanted to make money and tried principles of American self help preachers. But money did not happen to me. I am a mixture of Anil Ambani and Narayanamurthy when it comes to finances. Warren Buffet and Steve Jobs. Also I had big business houses to talk about. But still money did not happen. Because I had weaknesses. Strengths were high. Weaknesses were reasonable. Opportunities came and went. Threats happened. Result I did not become big. I am confident of a hand to mouth living. I will not be shameless.
My desires are worth one million dollars. They are:-
1. A bungalow near a beach with a gym and a soundproof music room.
2. A Mercedes-Benz car.
3. A top class tuition for improving cartoons.
4. A top class tuition for advanced calculus.
5. A top class coaching for increasing running speed to 10 kmph. Half the Olympic speed.
But then I think about my family and kids and forget these desires. Reality pushes the dreams out of me. 

A Mind of Doubts

Get the concepts clear, in the first place.

1. Square roots best represents the number line. Because the line cannot have thickness. In other words squares are not possible in the number line.
2. Frankly, only a growth from 1 to 2 is what matters. I feel root 2, root 3 and root 4 (2) is the real growth from 1 to 2.
3. Once 2 is formed, then 4, 8, 16, 32, 64 etc. with many many numbers contained within them happens.
4. What changes from 2 to 4 is the spin and usage of hands or machines or any other such device which can make this happen.
5. Lot many numbers are behind this. Irrational numbers, real numbers, rational numbers, natural squares and prime numbers to name a few.

I had doubts on why be irrational. This doubt is the first figure drawn by me on Windows Paint.

The second figure is the answer. I have got this picture from internet and have used it here.

This finishes off my theoretical doubts. Practicality is however different. 

Mathematicians say e is real. This is shocking to me as all men are not same in India.